Amusing little list of people I once thought were hot, but now I don’t.

1. David Hyde Pierce ( I have no explanation)

2. Tom Hanks ( It was during the thin red line. It was part the uniform, part I felt bad for him)

3. Peter Paige ( Goodness, what was I thinking)

4.John Rich ( I think I discovered that he once, or still has/had a mullet. Can I love a man with a mullet?)

5. Michael O’Keefe ( he was cute once. Oh, um, he had a mullet when I first thought he was cute. That seems contraindicated when looking at my last man)

6. Andy Sandberg ( well.. I still think he’s sorta cute)


Well.. I am going to play Debbie Downer here......

Why is it that it is so much easier for me to make these silly inconsicentual ( spelling?) posts? Is it because I know that no one will take offense ( for the most part) with these entries? Do I have this overwhelming desire to just make people laugh, instead of think? I don't know. I still feel the need to censor my life, why, I don't know. I think it may be that I have so many various secrets that I keep from various people, so in order to not accidentally "let the cat out of the bag" I don't share as much fo myself with you all that I wish I could. Someone today accused me of being always on the defense. I feel it is because that's how it's been my entire life. I am always expecting everything to fall to pieces, as it seems it often does. I am so used to people being all over my case and having to "prove" myself to people, that it's simply easier to keep people at a distance and never let my guard done ( well, I did that once, but it ended badly)

Well... I suppose....